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rant
OK, so I started bleeding this morning. WTF? I mean, it's been 9 months and without so much as a "Hi, I'm dropping in for a visit." this starts up again.
Welcome to my world. The world of fucked up hormones known as PCOS. If the medical definition of 13 months without is period is in fact, menopause, then I've gone into menopause 4 times in THIS lifetime. Once I went for almost 4 years without a period.
And no, I don't want to take the pill. Just what I need, MORE screwed up hormones. I took the pill for 6 months back in my late 20s, and spent the entire 6 months with (a) a migraine and (b) feeling sick. I also decided that it worked as birth control because I didn't want anyone touching me. Ever. No sex drive at all. HAH!
I don't know, this is just such a pain in the ass. I never know when or if I'll begin to bleed. Although I guess I DID have a clue this morning. A single zit by my upper lip. *sigh*
Now I just so don't want to go anywhere today. I want to curl up on the couch and watch movies and nap. Oh, wait, I HAVE NO COUCH! This is so not OK.
/rant
OK, so I started bleeding this morning. WTF? I mean, it's been 9 months and without so much as a "Hi, I'm dropping in for a visit." this starts up again.
Welcome to my world. The world of fucked up hormones known as PCOS. If the medical definition of 13 months without is period is in fact, menopause, then I've gone into menopause 4 times in THIS lifetime. Once I went for almost 4 years without a period.
And no, I don't want to take the pill. Just what I need, MORE screwed up hormones. I took the pill for 6 months back in my late 20s, and spent the entire 6 months with (a) a migraine and (b) feeling sick. I also decided that it worked as birth control because I didn't want anyone touching me. Ever. No sex drive at all. HAH!
I don't know, this is just such a pain in the ass. I never know when or if I'll begin to bleed. Although I guess I DID have a clue this morning. A single zit by my upper lip. *sigh*
Now I just so don't want to go anywhere today. I want to curl up on the couch and watch movies and nap. Oh, wait, I HAVE NO COUCH! This is so not OK.
/rant
