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Thank you all for your hugs, kind words and suggestions. I have been pondering and mulling things that were said for the last couple of days. I suspect I will be pondering and mulling for a while to come.

I may withdraw back into my shell for a while while I do the pondering and mulling.

I'm never sure how much stock to place in astrology, but there are some interesting things that I've noticed. My sun sign is Cancer while my rising sign is Leo. I do seem to progress by the occasional roaring straight into battle, only to sidestep and feint and progress by misdirection...but I do eventually reach a goal. Maybe it's not the goal I started out with, but it's A goal.

sabrinamari did a reading for me while she was out here. One of the things that came out of it was that my gut instincts about ME are generally fucked. So I may be asking for the occasional reality check from some of you for the next while. Or maybe not, since I'm bad at asking for help. So please, bear with me if I'm a bit weirder than normal for the next while.

I'm interested in finding out a bit more about the mask stuff when I get back from California.

I've added the Four Agreements to my reading list (it'll be on hold with the library when I get back).

I'm done with work for two BLISSFUL weeks. And as an extra special gift, my boss was out of town today, so I got some extra relaxation in.

Now, I have to do more laundry. I have to pack. I have to change litter boxes. I have to print out a bunch of copies for my PCon presentation. I have to vacuum.

Sending hugs back to you guys who gave them to me...